
How come I am letting my heart be left unguarded all these time?
How come I am allowing you to hurt me this way?
How come I am not seeing that my expectations are completely different from our reality?
Suddenly, I realized.. everything is just so wrong. I’ve been exhausting my mind thinking about these unsure feelings I have. I’ve been stupid enough, blinded by the hopes of that something that isn’t really going to happen.
I don’t want to get things worse, I want this to stop.